Seeking

I am looking forward, like a year or two in advance and I take look at where I want this whole summer thing to go, and I see it.  I need some confirmation.  I know I have drawn out what I feel like You want for this. I know because I drew out what I felt it would look like in, at most, an hour, but is that just me finding a distraction, or is that real?  I am seeking guidance right now,  Lord.

People all around say "go do it," and "pursue your dreams."  The thing is, I have tried before and had a success, but it was a failed success compared to the original idea.  I was happy with where it went though.

I keep getting these emails from the agency, giving ideas.  But I am unsure, I do not go to that college anymore.  I feel like if I tell them, they would be mad, and not take me seriously.  But this time it is serious.

In the past, I have pitched an idea but got scared by the sheer mass of questions that were asked by the board.  I feel like I have matured, and I will be able to answer those questions, with Your help. I want you to be at the center of this, unlike last time because I feel like I got carried away with the thought of leaving a mark in the area.

I have a limited amount of money to work with and what I have laid out is upwards of 4 digits on the set up alone without other logistics.  I know I could get some help, but I do not know where to go.  I am seeking your wisdom, Lord.  I have a couple ideas, and only you could work in the hearts of those that I ask.

I know that you provide, so I am trusting you to help me, guide me, and give me the words to say in order to get the help that I need.

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